After 8 years of living in Japan, I decided -- more or less on a whim -- that it was time to go home and challenge myself to do something new.
That "something new" turned out to be a masters degree in Education in the town where I grew up.
For two years I was a student. I spent time with my family playing Super Uncle for my many deviously cute nieces and nephews. When I didn't have class, I ran the trails around the bay area, and on weekends I'd get reacquainted with old friends who, surprisingly, remained great friends. I spent every day enjoying the comfortable confines of northern California.
For two years things were really good, really easy. But without me recognizing it, they also became a bit drab, more gray where there used to be blues and yellows. I don't think anything about home actually changed: the weather is still great, the food is mostly delicious with a wide breadth and easy access, and time with the family was as enjoyable as ever. But having spent so much of my life in foreign countries experiencing new things and constantly being surprised by the vagaries of the world, things in the US seemed to lack that splash of vibrant color. My hometown, at 31, looked duller. The reds were somehow less red than I remembered them to be.
So when I was just short of finishing my degree, I -- more or less on a whim -- made arrangements with my professors to finish those last few months of school online, and returned to the school where I used to work in Japan. The timing was perfect, like the world was colluding to help me find that jacket in just the right shade of blue.
Why did I do it? The picture above.
While walking with a friend and my sister and her two kids, who were visiting at the time, we came across a temple built on the side of a mountain surrounded by a bamboo forest. Once inside, we saw endless rows of these beautiful lanterns, set up for a festival to honor the dead. So we made like tourists and took pictures running and jumping and laughing in all those lanterns, in all those wonderful colors I only find in places that aren't home.